Friday, April 17, 2015
Yesterday and today have been the hardest days of my life. My dog, Cosmo, is dying and I don't want to face the fact that I might not be able to spend time with her again. Yesterday night when I got home, my mom told me that she had not moved all day and when she tried to stand up one time she just fell over. She is very weak and won't eat anything. Usually, she is very excited to see all of us but she has been acting very strange and has no strength. It breaks my heart to see her like this and I cried all night and all morning. I couldn't get any sleep knowing that that might have been the last time I have ever been with her. I woke up this morning and my mom told me my dad found her outside under a tree and had to carry her inside and put her on a blanket where she still was currently laying when I sat with her. She has never slept outside before and so I knew it couldn't be good. I got ready for school and then laid with her for about ten minutes before I had to leave to school. The entire drive, Masen and I could not stop crying. My parents took her to the vet this morning and I just got a text from my mom saying they are waiting for the test results. I pray that my best friend and the best dog I could have ever asked for will be okay. I love her so much. I would also just like to thank my friends for helping me today to get through this. I love you Cosmo and hope you will be alright. She has given me something to smile about everyday and loves me unconditionally. That is all I could ever ask for.
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I'm really sorry to hear about Cosmo. I hope everything will be okay.
ReplyDeleteLove you Mady, let's go puppy shopping! I know that may be the stupidest thing to do right now, but that is the only way to get over a loss. Plus when you get the puppy your mind will veer away from Cosmo and you will see a little bit of Cosmo in the puppy and that will only bring tears of joy and happiness. I promise, we did that, and that was probably the best thing, yet the hardest thing, we did.
ReplyDeletei love you mady. I'm really sorry to hear about your dog but we will but a puppy next year i promise.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for you loss Mady! I can't imagine what it must be like to lose your best friend..I agree with Cristi you should get a puppy, maybe not right away, but definitely when you feel ready :)
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