State!

This week we are at the state tournament and it did not go quite as expected. We lost our first game to Valley and I was so upset because I knew I could have played so much better. I felt like I let down the team and could have performed a lot better. What is in the past is in the past now and we have to move on. This is just one challenge in my life that may hurt a lot right now but in the long run will only make me stronger as a person. I don't think I have ever cried so much before in my life. I was happy to have Ali to cry with all night. It was probably one of the worst days of my life. On the bright side, we now have the opportunity to go out with our last game being a win. Most people end their careers with a loss unless they go on to win the state championship, NCAA championship, and so on. We have one more game to go tomorrow against Wayne at 12. I really want to win and play my heart out.
The only problem that I have right now is my finger is broken!!! Ali broke my finger in our game yesterday but even though it wasn't her fault, she was still the one who passed it to me! I am just going to blame her for it because she knows I love her. :) My knuckle is swollen and is huge. We tried popping it but it didn't work. Today's game was hard for me to play because the ball hurt every time I touched it. We will see how tomorrow goes but I am really excited and think it will be very difficult game for us! Hopefully my finger heals before golf!